I want you to know.

I can't stand when people don't just tell me the truth. I don't care if the truth leaves me crying, please just tell me.
Is it that you've changed, or myself? Are you really too busy with everything else to spend time with me? Maybe we'll get over this, maybe not. I sure hope so. When I think about our past, I get hit with that emotion that I never want to feel. Thats regret. I wish things wouldn't have gone the way they did in the end.
We were fine. We both apologized. You we're the best girl friend I ever had. You cared about me more than any girl ever has. You were a true friend.
Now look at us. You told me that I never told you anything, that I held everything in. You're right. I was scared to tell you things. I wanted to make sure I knew who you were. I didn't want to get closer to you, then have you leave me.
I'm sorry I never told you anything. I've changed a lot in the last year. I want to tell you things. I WANT to let you in. But now...you're not giving me the chance.
Thank you though. Even though things have changed, you were the best girl friend I ever had.