I wont be writing for a while.

Barely any sleep.
Walking everywhere. Sore body, fragile body.
Him:"I'm going to watch her deny every guy that tries with her." <-- about me.
Being angry at you. Please don't dissapear. You don't know this, but I need you.
Everywhere but home.
Feeling like I'm not in my body.
Alice in Wonderland. --> "Look at those girls..."
Battle of the Bands. Mood swings.
You disgust me, I disgust me.
All of these people.
Trying not to give up.
Car rides.
Body changes.
Counseling at the end of this month.
and the appt. for meds.
Puke.
Tuesday- sleep testing.