life is crazy.

march 8th. "even though he is younger, he is more responsible." taking risks. carrolton with britany. "I love you." puke. sharing clothes. you make me feel like shit. child support. wanting to walk to massillon, just because. cousin chris. weight. your warm body. fighting with mom. sun tan. picnic in your yard. waking up. that bike ride. "___. ___, I'm so sorry. Please help me. I'm sorry. Please hold me. I'm so sorry. I love you, ___." (<-- thinking of you at such a strange time. I swear I felt you hold me.) what will it take for you to realize how selfish you are? thinking: leave a note, leave the key, leave. riding in cars. new people. car windows, house windows. trying to comfort you. sharing some personal things with britany. rooftops. racing heart. your arms. walking everywhere. four wheeling. not caring. dizziness. pictures. cuts and bruises. dissapearing. worrying about you. people and their comments. what is reality? puke. jail. that old drawing: mom, dad, kenny, and i. dozing off. please don't forget about me. eyes rolling. dogs barking. road trip. biological father, you've been on my mind a lot lately.