This morning.

Scared all night. Needed someone to be there.
Passed out around 5am.
Turned alarm off, went back to sleep.
Heard mom tell me to get up. Ignored her.
Home alone.
Stood up. Saw spots everywhere. Felt dizzy. About to pass out?
Deep breaths in order to feel like I'm getting enough air.
Heard my heart beating.
Hallway floor. Drank water. Ate what bread I thought I could keep down.
Weighed myself. 106 lbs.
Back in bed. Couldn't sleep. Remembered how much I hate being in a quiet room by myself.