Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I went outside to scream today.

Finally fell asleep at 5am.
Kept waking up.
Bad dream.
Mom made me get up before she left this morning at 11am.
Got change, went to the gas station to get coffee in my pajamas.
Sat outside gas station. Thinking.
Went to the park to swing. Thinking.
Walked to the empty baseball field.
There I screamed loud and long. Crying.
Walked back home.