Saturday, January 22, 2011
I wish I could have met him.
"I SEE MYSELF AS AN INTELLIGENT, SENSITIVE HUMAN BEING WITH THE SOUL OF A CLOWN WHICH FORCES ME TO BLOW IT AT THE MOST IMPORTANT MOMENTS."- JIM MORRISON
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Well....
What is it that I want exactly?
Do I want someone to hold me and comfort me? Or I just want someone to be there, to try and prove to myself that I'm not alone?
Sometimes I feel like its mostly that I want someone to be there because thats what I end up making it. I always mess things up. I hate to be that girl that says, " You don't want to like me" but I know if I were a guy I would not date me. I'm too....I don't know. Confusing. Unattachable. Scared. Independent. Cold hearted. Crazy. Just many, many things.
To you:
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I don't even have the decency to talk to you about whats going on in my mind.
I don't think you can handle me. Not because you're weak, but because I don't think anyone can really handle me. Let alone someone that wants to be with me. Part of me hopes you can handle me.
Do I want someone to hold me and comfort me? Or I just want someone to be there, to try and prove to myself that I'm not alone?
Sometimes I feel like its mostly that I want someone to be there because thats what I end up making it. I always mess things up. I hate to be that girl that says, " You don't want to like me" but I know if I were a guy I would not date me. I'm too....I don't know. Confusing. Unattachable. Scared. Independent. Cold hearted. Crazy. Just many, many things.
To you:
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I don't even have the decency to talk to you about whats going on in my mind.
I don't think you can handle me. Not because you're weak, but because I don't think anyone can really handle me. Let alone someone that wants to be with me. Part of me hopes you can handle me.
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